Hugging Dad

The kids went to see their father today for the first time in more than a year and they told me that he cried a lot when saw them. I had promised him I would try my hardest to do that for him.  Since I dont really talk to him like before we communicate through out daughter. Very hard time for all of us.

Happier with my best friend my daughter!

Hello its midnight and I'm watching beetlejuice with my daughter.  I have opened my eyes and started to see just how much she really needs me since her dad isn't around.  I just realize how quick the lives of my loved ones can change. My brothers girlfriend went off with another man and left her kids with my brother and they are not even his bio kids. My bro is hurt but he has to tough it out and move on the girl is a how and he is a good man. One day I hope he finds the love of his life just like I hope I find mine bc even though I still love my husband, bc he was my highschool sweetheart but I don't think he feels the same.  Only time will tell.

Special Days with Dad

 Pictures like this remind me ofnwhat was of my family and how much the kids love their dad. Too bad hr had go cheat on a good girl and go to prison.

when I was so in love with my husband I was always closing!!  Now the baby doesn't even know him. It's so sad that it has come to this but I am trying my Hardee's to be both mom and dad. One day I will find a man that will make men of of my sons. My Hija is all mine. P

Waking up early is hell

My kids ake my life a living nightmare when its time to go to school and I try to cover my face so they don't have anything to whine about. Well it's almost Holloween and my daughter doesn't have a costume so we will see what happens what kind of hustle I can get to get her the costume.  Mom always comes through.

Daily living

The first thing that comes to my head when I am living under someone else's roof is to try and .make my kids days as comfortble as possible they don't like living living here because of all the drama but I have no where to go except my moms but she talks a lot of shit.